Someone...

I don't want you, to give it all up
And leave your own life, collecting dust
And I don't want you, to feel sorry for me
You never gave us, a chance to be

i know you have your own life..
and you can't always be there for me...
but i wish you could...
i just wish you could see

And I don't need you, to be by my side
To tell me, that everything's alright
I just wanted you, to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you

all i want is the truth...
that's all...

And when I get close, you turn away
There's nothing that I can do or say
So now I need you, to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you

i understand you've got someone
all i want is for you to tell me...the truth...

Is it me, is it you? (is it me, is it you)
Nothing that, I can do (nothing that, I can do)
To make you, change your mind (to make you)

Is it me, is it you? (so why do - you run - away)
Nothing that, I can do (won’t you tell me)
Is it a, waste of time? (why do - you run - away)

it may all be just a waste of time

but i need to know the truth

it's not that difficult...

BUT AT LEAST I TRIED AND I'VE HAD ENOUGH

i am finding out that maybe i was wrong
that i've fallen down and i can't do this alone

i am nothing now and its been so long since i've heard the sound
the sound of my only hope

this time i will be listening

i find myself sleeping a lot lately
no matter how much i sleep...it's like my body can't get enough...
i came home and decided to take a nap at 2 this afternoon
i slept until 6

last night i went to sleep at 8 or 9
i don't know why i went to bed early

i also slept in class today

i can't remember the dreams that i've had after the one about him yesterday afternoon

maybe it's better that way

this heart, it beats, beats for only you
my heart is yours

who knows
maybe he wont make anymore cameo's in my dreams

i can hope i suppose

please don't go now
please don't fade away
my heart is...
yours

DONT SAY WHAT YOU THINK YOU HAVE TO SAY TO ME

I think it's time to say goodnight
I think it's time we say goodbye

And it's been so tough, but at least I tried
And I've had enough, so let me scream it out with my last breath

That's what I have to say, bitch.

I dunno...it's all just blah..
It's gotten stupid though...
I've started to dream about him now...

Now that's just pathetic...

But can you control your dreams?
Are you responsible for what you dream about?
Is it REALLY possible to control who or what you dream about?

I don't like this whole dreaming thing
It's not really up to you who just pops up
It's not really up to you how much it all hurts to see that person in your most sacred space

It's an invasion...
It's horrible...
It's FUCKIN unwanted...damn it

It's not like I'm all like "YAY! I'm gonna dream about ZAC tonight"

He's even hurting me in my fuckin dreams people...
How much control am I giving him?

I need to take it ALL away...
but I don't know how to reverse it...

I guess I've spent too much of my life thinkin about him...
therefore giving him much power over me...

So I guess when he hurt me in real life...
he had to hurt me in my dreams as well...


but won't you grant me this last request?


too many dreams have come to life just to wither and die

how many times must I sing my soul to you
before you realize the trials you put me through?

THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES

OH THE MEMORIES
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I'M SO SICK...

WELL
I'm sick...
SOOO
I'm startin a blog thingy
I have NO idea as to what will be put in here
I guess it will be all about me...
If you don't like it
Then don't come back

<3

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